Sometimes

Raise my hands

Paint my spirit gold

And bow my head

Keep my heart slow

Sometimes I can't wait to spend a Friday night by myself.  

Sometimes I have to take deep breaths before I face people.  

Sometimes I fill the coffee pot half-way with decafe so I can drink more of it and not feel so guilty.  

Sometimes I eat just the chocolate chips of a cookie. 

Sometimes I watch a scene from a movie or read a paragraph from a book over and over again.

Sometimes I want to go away for a day or two and not tell anyone where I'm going.

Sometimes I make lists of things I've already done to check them off just so I feel accomplished.

Sometimes I want to hug a stranger. 

Sometimes I want to go on a shopping spree and buy purely vain things.

Sometimes I want to have a yard sale and sell half my stuff.

Sometimes act out what I should have done.

Sometimes I miss Korea so much it hurts.