I have the need to feel part of something. I haven't had that in quite some time. Not at work, not at church, not a school, not as a part of a team, not even with family so much...
It's been nagging the past month, almost overwhelming.
The desire makes itself known when I see others doing something together-going forward after something with each other, something exciting they form a connection because of.
I took a week to travel, something I do every summer just about, and I was part of something. This summer and last summer, how awesome is a sister-brother or father-daughter duo out exploring? But the gap just didn't fill up. Surely because it was family, and surely because I knew what I had to go back to. It was momentar, fleeting. I enjoy all of it, but I want, need something sustaining. The summer is winding down and that stirs up lots of emotions that can go as quick as they come.
It's been nagging the past month, almost overwhelming.
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